‘I haven’t been doing the TToT thing for a few weeks…. I’ve had better groupings of weeks that were far more self -generating of gratitude.When I get like this, I have to realize that Im not living some incredibly deprived lifestyle trying to find uncontaminated water just to continue living or for that matter even lacking anything I may need to just live a normal life in the amazing place in which I DO live.
I’m tired of certain circumstances. If that’s my biggest issue it’s a pretty good life.While I’m recovering I’ve managed to watch a few really excellent bad movies.
I have friends attending to my evety need and want. They call to walk Joulie as Im not really mobile right now. They ask what I need. My answer is usually nothing ( the truth) or bottled water…. They show with grapes, pistachios, soup….and water…
My Mom understood when I couldn’t make it for the holidays. It was hard for her but I know she availed herself of other plans because she didn’t want me to feel badly. I can’t begin to tell you how incredible that is.
Ms. Joulie turns out is hyper yes but also quite capable of serious empathy. She stays near and does her best to calm herself when I can’t really do much for whatever reasons. As you know I adored skip but don’t let that face fool you. He was not tolerant of illness… You could almost hear him saying “yeah, that’s really too bad…. When you’re done with that I’ll need to be fed…. Don’t take too long huh?”
I’m working on expanding my private practice in order to work less (bit of an oxymoron) and yesterday got some excellent news about office space….
I will be honest… The past 8 weeks have been really tough for lots of scary reasons ….but taking the time to reflect when my head is clear of steroids and other garbage I can come back to reality that life is pretty cool and if nothing else, I pretty much have a guarantee it’s gonna change.
If you’re one of the SSS masses and interested, the cue of the week is RANK